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Name: Becky
State: Ohio
Metro: Dayton
Birthday: 10/6/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: well i love being a college student...working hard and trying to make time for fun. I have some really good friends who help me through my struggles, which I love hanging out with. I also have the best friend in the whole wide world...Jesus!! I incourage everyone to get to know him...he's pretty great! I also just love life and am thankful that the Lord allowed me to wake up today...some people weren't so lucky.
Expertise: I don't know if this is an expertise but i have some sweet skills... I am always trying to make people happy which is a blessing but a curse at the same time...and also just geting people to laugh! I don't have too many 'expertises'. I am young still...i am just getting some...the Lord is showing me that I have more than I believe I do.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  WSUbeccasunshine
Member Since:
7/14/2005
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| So I have to make an edit to the last post....I have another interview for the CA position...I don't have it yet...its between me and two other girls. I really hope to get it but if I don't then I will understand to the best of my ability and I know that God had something else for me. On another note....I will be leaving soon which means Sara is leaving even sooner. She's my best friend. I mean I know we haven't been the closest in the last couple of years but she is still my best friend. I know she will always be my sister but we will never live together again. Apart of me feels like its being taken away but no its not...its just in another place. I knew this would be happening but I feel like it is just on me like a ton of bricks. She's leaving and when I come back from Project I will see her for a day and then she will be gone for a year...or longer. It breaks my heart to know that she won't be just right next door. I love her so much. This next week is going to be hard...really hard. Friends if you see me this week just give me a hug because I will probably need it. So I'm leaving too....Project is quickly approaching and I have just $350 more to raise. I am getting a little nervous about going. One of my friends might be going...he's great...I really hope that he will go. I'm praying that God will lead him. I think God would teach him so much. I am excited to see what God is going to teach me this summer. Well and that last thing is school...I am so nervous about my grades this quarter. I am pretty sure I'll get an A in chem, and then hopefully C's in the rest of my classes...I am just ready to be done! Well I should probably work on my physics and packing so...peace out! | | |
| So I'm in a pickle!! I have just been offered a CA position in the Ham and I don't know what to do. I have made some pro and con list to help but I still don't know.... Please way in! I could use the help! CA Position Pros Cons Don’t have to get another job | More responsibility | Help people | Share a bathroom | Meet new girls | Smaller room | New experience | Don’t get to cook/make own food | Ministry opp | Don’t get to be peer leader | No bills | Don’t get to live with Megan and the girls! | No rent | No puppies | Meal plan! | Meal plan | Help mom and dad out | No fam dinners | Don’t have to share room | All kinds of hours | Less cleaning | Move everything home | SAVE MONEY | Don’t have my bed | Internet and cable for free! | | Security- always have a pay check | | | |
Living in Apt. Pros Cons Living with Christian girls | RENT | Living with my girls | BILLS | Less people sharing bathroom | Paying for own food | Living room, couch, kitchen | Money | Kitchen | Have to get another job | Ability to cook | | A place away from school | | Don’t have to live alone | | Get to be peer leader | | | |
please help me out...i have to let them know by Friday! | | |
| So I turned on the tv this morning and the tyra show was on so as I was getting ready for school I decided to watch it because they kept saying the phrase "So What?" over and over again. As I watched more I realized that this was a campaign of girls taking about things that they struggled with and are now saying so what? I'm over it, I don't care anymore. For example one said that she struggled with her weight and is not a size 0 any more so what?! I loved the attitude these girls had about things. It was so cool to see. So I have decided to write my "SO WHAT?" list. So What?: -I'm not a size 4 anymore...So what?! -I don't have perfect skin...So what?! -I don't party, drink, smoke, and have sex...SO what? -I'm quirky...SO what?! -I love to eat...So WHat?! -I'm not the best singer but I love to sing...So What?! -I'm not Miss Popular...so what?! -I'm a nerd at heart...SO WHAT?! -I'm not engaged like everyone else...SO WHAT?! Thats all the "So what"s I can think of right now. I would love for any of you that still read this to post their "So what" statement because it feels so freeing! Peace out! | | |
| SO I really don't know how many people read this but I need to talk...well write out some stuff. My thoughts and feelings are just crazy in this brain of mine. Oh and I don't really have time to do this because I should be studying for my test in HST on Thurs. But I need this right now. This weekend was fun but horrible at the same time. I know your thinking how can that be...well it happened. Friday was great...went to PHY and actually got out early, then had my Peer Leader interview which went well, then had lunch with Megan (aka Hank), Michelle, and Sara, dinner with the parents then putt putting with people...where I tied for 1st with Adam. (I also want to make a special note...Kristi I don't know if you read this or not or if any of your friends do but you and your family were in my prayers on Friday...I know its been a year and I know its been hard but I still love you girl...even if we don't talk much or see each other...God Bless you and your Mother and Sister!) Saturday-went to Matt and Ashley Martin's reception...it was really good to see people that I hadn't seen in awhile. Then came the drama. I don't want to really say what happened let's just say it wasn't good. But with everything that happens you need to learn something... I think that this is something that is very important in the process of maturing. I am going to make a side note about maturing. So in high school you say things like oh I'm mature but by saying that it doesn't mean your adult mature maybe just high school mature...if that. Then you get into college, your in this awkward stage of not being an teenager anymore but not being a self sufficient adult. You want to try to do everything on your own but you don't have the life experiences to do that, you sometimes just want to throw in that towel and be a kid again. I have now coined the term Growing Pains because thats exactly what it is. Your growing and sometimes it is down right painful. So sorry for the detour but I thought that needed to be said. So back to Saturday... I began to get that feeling of drowning. You know where you see yourself drowning in all of the stuff you have to do drowning in the busyness. I feel like something has to drop in my schedule and I feel like I don't have time for certain things and that caused drama. So it concluded and things are looking better...it was painful though...it was a growing pain. Then I went to Church while we were sing this song the lyrics "I'm given it all to you" and I just broke down because I forget that sometimes when we begin to feel overwhelmed and things like that if we give that to God he will help us through so as soon as I did that I had relief. It was AMAZING! God is so good and faithful! So things are better...much better. Then Sunday I was studying all day which is never fun. Then today (Monday) I had my physics test. Then my sister called me to tell me that my mom called her saying that her school had been in lockdown for over an hour and that they had to now evacuate the building and she didn't know what was wrong. So for the next 2 hours I just sat at work in prayer for her and the children's safety. Then I called the school and found out that everything was ok it was just a threat and nothing was found. So I felt so blessed that they were ok. Its just so scary...those 2 hours that I just sat waiting to hear something was horrible...it felt like 5 hours. Now I just want to hear from my mommy. SO that has been my last couple of days. | | |
| Hey so I thought I would do a little updating... I am currently at the end of the third week of Spring Quarter. I am taking PHY 246, CHM 246, MTH 129, HST 212. I have determined that I don't like PHY but I think that is partically because of my TA, the Prof isn't to bad but our TA grades the homework really hard and I don't think she or the Prof cares for our group very well. We talk but we do get our work done, I am able to listen to these 3 other girls and interject my views without coming across as a Christian who is going to judge them for everything they do. I am really loving my group I just hope our TA and Prof don't kill us by the end of the quarter. I will most likely have this Prof for my next Physics class so I don't want him to hate me either. CHM is good, I like my Prof (she reminds me of my mom a lot) she's nice and I think the class will be pretty easy. MTH 129 is going ok...the Prof moves fast but she is super nice...I have my first test in that class Monday so we will see how that goes but we have like little quizzes almost every class which just encourages you to show up. HST 212 is so boring but my Prof is this cute old man but I think his exams are going to be really hard. I just hate history classes. So thats whats going on with school. Summer Project stuff is going well...I have over half of my support raised and I have my plane ticket all bought. I am getting excited but it also seems really far away so its not really on my mind like I thought it would be. Like don't get me wrong I am totally pumped but I am thinking it is so far away that I have all this time to do the stuff I need to do. I just want to get through this quarter. KP and I are doing well. Being a poor college student can be hard on a relationship though because you tend to do the same things over and over again. It can be a little boring. But I guess I would like boring better than drama. I love the guy but this quarter just seems like it is going to be hard on us b/c our schedules are different so we don't get to spend a lot of time together and when that happens we get cranky. I guess I just want to spend all the time I can with him since I know we will be apart this summer. And sometimes I don't think he has the same thoughts about that as I do. I guess its because I am a girl and he's a guy. He doesn't always get the whole alone time thing. Anyways enough about that. I am going to go, hope everything is going good in ya'lls lives. peace out becky | | |
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